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Lightworker
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Jeshua through Pamela
Kribbe
The Lightworker’s identity
Lightworkers are souls who carry the strong inner desire to spread
Light (knowledge, freedom and self-love) on earth. They sense this
as their mission. They are often attracted to spirituality and to
therapeutic work of some kind.
Because of their deeply felt mission, lightworkers often
feel different from other people. By experiencing different kinds
of obstacles on their way, life provokes them to find their own,
unique path. Lightworkers nearly always are solitary individuals,
not fitting into fixed societal structures.
A note on the notion of ‘lightworker’
The word ‘lightworker’ may evoke misunderstanding, since
it lifts out a particular group of souls from the rest. In addition,
it may be taken to suggest that this particular group is somehow
superior to the others, i.e. those ‘not working for the light’.
This whole line of thought is at odds with the very nature
and intent of lightwork. Let us state briefly what is
wrong with it.
First, claims of superiority are generally unenlightened.
They block your growth toward a free and loving consciousness.
Second, Lightworkers are not ‘better’ or ‘higher’ than
anyone else. They simply have a different history than the
ones not belonging to this group. Because of this particular history,
which we will discuss below, they have certain psychological characteristics
which distinguish them as a group.
Third, every soul becomes a lightworker at some stage
of its unfolding, so the label ‘lightworker’ is not reserved
to a limited number of souls.
The reason we
use the word “lightworker” (despite possible
misunderstandings) is because it carries associations
and stirs memories within you that help you remember. There is a practical
convenience to it as well, since the term is frequently used in your
current spiritual literature.
Historical roots of lightworkers
Lightworkers
carry within them the ability to attain spiritual
awakening faster than other people. They carry
inner seeds for a rapid spiritual awakening. With
regard to this, they seem to be on a faster track
than most people, if they choose so. This, again,
is not because lightworkers are in any way ‘better’ or ‘higher’ souls.
They are, however, older than most souls
presently incarnate on earth. This older age should
preferably be understood in terms of ‘experience’, rather than ‘time’.
Lightworkers have reached a particular stage of enlightenment,
before they incarnate on earth and start their mission.
They consciously choose to become entrenched in the ‘karmic wheel of life’ and
to experience all forms of confusion and illusion
that go with it.
They do this in order to fully understand ‘earth experience’.
This will enable them to fulfil their mission. Only
by going through all stages of ignorance and illusion
themselves will they eventually own the tools to help
others achieve a state of true happiness and enlightenment.
Why do lightworkers pursue this heartfelt mission to help humanity,
thereby running the risk of losing themselves for ages in the heaviness
and confusion of earth life? This is a question we will deal with
extensively below. We will say now, that it has to do with a galactic
type of karma. Lightworkers stood on the eve
of humanity’s
birth on earth. They took part in the creation of
man. They were co-creators of humanity. In the
process of creation, they made choices and acted
in ways which they came to regret deeply afterwards.
They are here now to make up for their decisions
back then.
Before we will go into this particular history, we
will name a few characteristics of lightworker souls,
which generally distinguish them from other people.
These psychological traits do not uniquely belong
to lightworkers, and not all lightworkers will recognize
all of them as theirs. By drawing up this list, we
simply want to give an outline of the lightworker’s
psychological identity. With regard to the characteristics,
outer behaviour is of less importance than inner motivation
or felt intent. What you feel inside is more important
than what you show outside.
Psychological characteristics of lightworkers:
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From early on in their life,
they feel they are different. More
often than not, they feel isolated from others,
lonely and misunderstood. They will often
become individualists, who will
have to find their own unique ways in life. |
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They have trouble feeling at
home within traditional jobs and/or organisation
structures. Lightworkers are naturally anti-authoritarian, which
means they naturally resist decisions or
values based solely on power or hierarchy.
This anti-authoritarian trait is present
even if they seem timid and shy. It is connected
to the very essence of their mission here
on earth. |
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Lightworkers feel drawn
to helping people, as a therapist
or as a teacher. They may be psychologists,
healers, teachers, nurses, etcetera. Even
if their profession is not about helping
people in a direct manner, the intent
to contribute to the higher good of humanity
is clearly present. |
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Their vision of life is coloured
by a spiritual sense of how all
things are related together. They consciously
or subconsciously carry memories within them
of non-earthly spheres of light. They may
- occasionally - feel homesick for these
spheres and feel like a stranger on earth. |
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They deeply honour and
respect life, which often manifests
as a fondness for animals and a concern
for the environment. The destruction of
parts of the animal and vegetable kingdom
on earth by man’s doing invokes
deep feelings of loss and grief in them. |
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They are kind-hearted,
sensitive and empathic. They may
have trouble dealing with aggressive behaviour
and they generally experience difficulties
in standing up for themselves. They can
be dreamy, naïve or highly idealistic,
as well as insufficiently grounded, i.e.
down-to-earth. Because they easily pick
up (negative) feelings and moods of people
around them, it is important for them
to spend time alone on a regular basis.
This enables them to distinguish between
their own feelings and those of others.
They need solitary time to touch base
with themselves and with mother earth. |
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They have lived many lives
on earth in which they were deeply
involved with spirituality and/or
religion. They were present in overwhelming
numbers in the old religious orders of
your past, as monks, nuns, hermits, psychics,
witches, shamans, priests, priestesses,
etcetera. They were the ones providing
a bridge between the visible and the invisible,
between the daily context of earth-life
and the mysterious realms of the afterlife,
of God and the spirits of good and evil.
For fulfilling this role, they were often
rejected and persecuted. Many of you were
sentenced to the stake for the gifts you
possessed. The traumas of persecution
left deep traces within your soul’s
memory. This may presently manifest as
a fear of being fully grounded, i.e. a
fear to be really present, because you
remember being brutally attacked for who
you were. |
Getting lost: the lightworker’s pitfall
Lightworkers can be caught up in the same states of ignorance and
illusion as anyone else. Although they start from a different point
of departure, their capacity to break through fear and illusion in
order to attain enlightenment may be blocked by many factors. (By
enlightenment we mean the state of being in which you realize that
you are essentially of the Light, capable of choosing light at any
time.)
One of the factors blocking the road to enlightenment
for lightworkers is the fact that they carry a heavy karmic burden,
which may lead them astray for quite some time. As we stated before,
this karmic burden is related to decisions they once made with regard
to humanity in its infant stages. These decisions were essentially
disrespectful of life (we will speak of this later in this chapter).
All lightworkers now living wish to set right some of their past
mistakes and to restore and cherish what has been destroyed because
of it.
When lightworkers have made their way through the karmic
burden, which means to release the need for power in any way,
they will realize that they are essentially beings of light. This
will enable them to help others in finding their own true self. But
first they have to go through that process themselves. This generally
demands great determination and perseverance on the inner level.
Because of the values and judgments fed to them by society, which
often go against their own natural impulses, many lightworkers have
gotten lost, ending up in states of self-doubt, self-denial and even
depression and hopelessness. This is because they cannot fit into
the established order of things and they conclude there must be something
terribly wrong with them.
What lightworkers have to do at this point is to stop
looking for validation from the outside, from parents, friends or
society. At some point of time, you (who are reading this) will have
to take the momentous leap to true empowerment, which means to really
believe in yourself and to truly honour and act upon your natural
inclinations and your inner knowing.
We invite you to do so, and we assure you that we will
be with you every step of the way - just like you will be there for
others on their way, in the not too distant future
© Pamela
Kribbe www.jeshua.net
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