June 22, 2007

In previous messages from my Angels it has been stated that it is important that we remain in our God Center no matter what. I realize this may be easier said than done. Everything we are experiencing in our daily world we have attracted energetically for a reason. When we can clearly see the reason we draw the experience to us then we are on or way to mastering the ebb and flow of energy in creating more of the positive and releasing the negative.

I would like to give you a personal example of this.

Yesterday I was at the club with my family. We were having a wonderful time playing and frolicking in the pool. After our swim we decided to go to the mall for a bite to eat before getting the kids ready for bed. In the car on the way to the mall I noticed a dark cloud that was hovering over my husband. I asked him if he was all right and he responded, “No, I am not. I think I should go home instead of going to the mall with you.” Because we were almost there I asked him if he could bare with us for an hour to get dinner and then we would go home. He agreed.

This dark cloud was obvious to many and my daughter and I tried to remain in our peace and joy allowing my husband to be where he was in his experience. Yet the minute we had a thought that was less than joyous this cloud of darkness came upon us as if we were the ones who carried it into expression. In our state of confusion we began to complain and behave like spoiled children when the flow of our joyous moment had suddenly become an utter state of displeasure and petty annoyance.

In the midst of our dinner gone sour I noticed that this cloud that surrounded my husband had vanished and his aura was clear. It was now with me. No matter how hard I tried to release this energy, I was not able to release it. Why was I not able to release it when I was aware and ”in my oneness’ requesting it be gone?

When I got home I immediately went within to understand what had happened and what I could have done to have prevented or possibly diverted this energy from “latching on” to me. I was told to let it go and to go to sleep. When I woke up this morning the understanding was clear.

I was not able to release it because I was putting blame on my husband for my moment of confusion. I was holding him responsible for this “darkness” I was feeling and wanted, at this point, to move away from him so I would not be subject to his cloud of confusion.

It was not my husband who transferred this energy onto me. It was my own residual darkness in my essence of frequency and thought pattern! I was responsible for what I was feeling. I had to “own it” before I could release it.

I am reminded that the solution in preventing these situations of confusion is to take responsibility for our experience and then we may release the vibrational patterns that are coming up to the surface for us to see and release. There is never justification to place blame or responsibility for our experience onto an other. In our ascension process we are being presented with any and all residual lower vibrational frequencies from ”within” so we may see and release them. And each time we are able to release an old energetic pattern we are raising our vibration in our process of ascension.

The energies of light and dark are in and around us while we are in this transitional period. It is our responsibility to recognize all that may come into our experience and own it. To own it is to understand and accept that we have this vibrational pattern within us that is the magnet drawing these experiences into our lives reflecting an aspect of our “self” so we may see and choose to release it or not. It is never the fault of an other in any situation we personally experience. It is for us to see it, own it and release it.

If you want to gage how you are doing in your ascension process, take a look at your life and the situations present in your experience. If the drama, situations and circumstances are less than before you are progressing. As you are “forgiving others” you are forgiving yourself. This does not mean that you will not be presented with challenges that are relatively small in nature or in those that appear to be huge! These challenges that seem bigger than life may be nothing more than one piece of the puzzle that you have long ignored where your over soul is demanding you take a look, own it and find its place in your puzzle of life.

When we are presented with our challenges, ultimately we desire to stay in our joy and peace but this is not always the case. In order to release any expression that is not from love, we must first see it and then own it. If you are experiencing it you have drawn it into your experience. If you are blaming others for your experience you are making yourself the victim. Remember, victims are creators who have forgotten how to create. When we are in this vibration we will continue in the polarity of attracting more of the same into our experience. This will reinforce our “victim energy” until we decide to take responsibility for our experience and own it. When we come to the place of “owning it” we are back in the position of being in charge of our destiny and are able to easily release it.

Continue to strive to remain in your God Center no matter what and these situations will come and go until they are no longer a part of your essence. I remember my father in his last week before crossing over saying to me, “Babe, I never said I was perfect!” He was perfect in my eyes yet before his passing a few hurts did come up for me that I chose to express. I am so glad that I did not ignore these feelings and decided to share them with him. In his loving and humorous reply I was able to release him from any blame, took responsibility for my own hurt and disappointment and was able to let it go. And in our last moment together in this life expression, we became “one” in our joy and love!

Keep on clearing the past and rising to experience more love and joy in your life as we ascend into our new state of being!

In Love and Light,
Kerry and her Angels

Copyright © 2007 Kerry Sue Hettleman